What Even Was Up With That Firefly? Duality in “Gangsters”
Note: I have the hardback version, so my page numbers are likely different from yours. Also, disclaimer, I wrote this before I finished the book. Near the end of the chapter “Gangsters,” Benji is watching fireflies when he is shot with a BB gun. The wound from the BB gun takes precedence in the mind of the reader, but the fireflies are clearly an allegory for… something. Ben notes that the firefly “got its name from its fake time, people time, when in fact most of its business went on when people couldn’t see it,” a description which is pretty evocative of Benji’s internality and lack of action in the next chapter. (p 153) Ben continues on the matter of fireflies, saying that “both parts were true, the bright and the dark,” seemingly giving closure to his previous discussion of “Other Families.” (p 153). Similarly, earlier in the chapter, Ben describes the betrayal of having another life, and how each family cannot be sure whether they, or their counterparts, are the Other Family,...